Be Ye Therefore by Heather Bergevin
She says in class,
well at least in the resurrection
we won’t have to worry
about being fat, as if
fat was the worst, most corrupted
Sin of seven (as if it
is sin at all, and fully
within our realm of control.)
We use these magical thoughts,
in order to prevent
Cancer/accident/divorce/
with our sheer force of
will and righteousness, so I
presume they think Fat the worst
thing to be
next to dead. It leaves me
wondering, what else do we
expect to lose, in losing
mortal corruption? I would miss
my freckles, that tiny
flowering birthmark just
below my breast, on the back
of my wrist, of my neck.
They are melanin, not corruption,
nor would be your beautiful
olive skin, or golden, browns
of sparkling epidermal variation;
There can be no
perfection justified in
monochromatic homogenization.
I anticipate
my infections, my breaks gone
and pain sealed away, that I will
finally run
and not be weary, walk
and not faint, stand
without sharpness. I know we all
would like our reuptake receptors
for serotonin transmitters
to be slightly less quick,
to lead to less anxiety and
tendency to depress by its
errored efficiency. I’d love
to keep the knowledge earned
through chronic illness, but not
the pain. Perhaps my stretch
marks and wrinkles, are of little
concern, in the end.
I’d try to keep
my belly button; after all, I love
souvenirs. Perhaps, if
Christ, in his shining, glorious
Perfection, fully uncorrupted
could keep his scars,
of mortal brokenness of mankind
and bold body mortality,
and be Complete,
then so can I.

I love this so much.
Profound and beautiful. This particularly touched my soul:
I’d love
to keep the knowledge earned
through chronic illness, but not
the pain.
And the final, stunning sentence . . .
Thank you, Heather.