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Theophany

By Christie Axson Gardiner

A tropical storm in the Everglades,
alone on a boat, we are baptized
by immersion from the sky: a remission
of our sins. Into Buttonwood Canal
the boat carries its unlikely pilgrims.
With a sound no louder than the slip from
life to death, a crocodile breaks the water’s
skin then glides parallel, portside.
I am not afraid. I see her now,
this scale-haloed, smiling, guardian angel.
Look!
The leafy lethal Manchineel tree.
Should one errant raindrop slip over

a leaf and onto my skin it will burn like
acid, I am told, blind me, I am warned.
Rainwater pours down its waxy apples,
skins a breath of bright green in the brooding
afternoon. Tempting killer apples beg
consumption. All but irresistible
the thought of their burn. This must have been
how Eve felt. Look!
Along the shore, a clutch of
crocodile eggs, partially buried, save
the naïve, mottled, white tips. It is here
our angelic reptile leaves us. The smell
of alive grabs my face, arms, legs

and seeps into the puncture wounds left behind
by biting things as the plants thicken.
The density of the canal’s darkness
is most convincing just before opening
to Whitewater Bay. Look!
In the airy
expanse, rain’s light-reflected-refulgence
welcomes us home. Egrets fly from tree
to tree, the heavenly sentinels of this
celestial scene.
Holy. Holy. Holy,
is this place.
Holy. Holy. Holy,
is this day.
Here, a church. Mosquitoes
its priests. Here is God. I see without sight.

About Christie Axson Gardiner

Christie Axson Gardiner is an award-winning author, poet, writer, and performer. Her literary oeuvre includes four ecumenical books (one, currently in its ninth printing), four anthologies, journal publications, booklets, articles, and her own videocast/podcast. Additionally, Christie has made numerous appearances as a regular contributor to local media, co-hosted two successful podcasts, has performed on stages across the United States, and serves as a facilitator of writing retreats for women. She worked in poetry acquisition for Inscapeliterary journal and holds a bachelor’s degree in creative writing from Utah Valley University. She is the winner of a Hart Larson Poetry award in 2025 and Utah’s Best in State Nonfiction winner in 2020. Recent and upcoming publication credits include poems and essays in Humana Obscura, The Poetry of Travel, The Dewdrop, Wild Greens Magazine, Reverie Literary Magazine, Wild Roof Journal, and Inscape Journal. Christie has received generous support from Craigardan’s Interdisciplinary Residency Program in 2024, New York Writers Institute in 2023, Utah’s Best in State Nonfiction award in 2020, the Ivory Futures Award 2022-2023 and the Capitol Reef National Park Field Station in 2023.


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